Once again, the video for Chapter 25… Tonight, by Seether
Video for musical inspiration for Chapter 21: ‘A Mean Cycle’
“Where’s your gavel? Your jury? What’s my offense this time? You’re not a judge… When you swear it’s all my fault ‘cause you know we’re not the same… Ignorance is your new best friend… This is the best thing that could have happened. Any longer and I wouldn’t have made it…. The same tricks that, that once fooled me, they won’t get me anywhere. I’m not the same kid from your memory. Well, now I can fend for myself…. We used to stick together. We wrote our names in blood, but I guess you can’t accept that the change is good…” - Paramore, Ignorance
Well considering the fact that Riley kind of thinks we were dating when I shagged Sirius I’m pretty sure that he and I really don’t have a future together. Besides the last time that we were kind of together it wasn’t so great. I mean, I’m pretty sure I wouldn’t have had that whole Sirius vs Riley inner conflict if I’d been happy being with Riley. As for me and Sirius… Well right now we’re not talking and kind of avoiding each other so I’m really not sure how well things are going on that front. The way things are going right now I could end up with a completely different guy… Or end up hating men so much that I join a No Men Allowed Convent. Who knows?
As for Riley and Robin… Yeah, not going to happen. Robin’s just… She’s not really looking to be in a relationship right now and even if she was I’m not really at the position to play matchmaker for her and Riley. I mean, the last love life I got involved in came around to bite me. Robin’s a big girl and if she wanted to date or shag Riley she’d be doing it now BUT I highly doubt that’s what she wants.
Well right now considering the fact that I got royally screwed over by Marren I don’t know if she could ever be anybody but the Puff. I’m not really into Divination so I can’t future or anything so I don’t really know.
As for Lupin if he doesn’t mind risking just being the rebound guy then better luck to him. I’ve better things to do than monitor how fast Marren jumps ship. I mean, Lupin’s a big boy and he can talk care of himself and last time I got involved in Marren’s love life it came around to bit me in the arse so this time she can deal with her own boyfriend on her own.
That’s a great name! This is a blog for a Harry Potter fanfic with a major original character named Cherry Clark. You should check it out on Fanfiction.net, author to search: xyellowconverse story title: Maybe I Know.
“What I was so afraid of turned out to be my freedom in disguise. Now I know what I’m made of. Guess it just took some time to realize. I was blind, I couldn’t tell, put too much faith in someone else, gave up on myself.”
-Reba McEntire, How Was I To Know
Inspiration for chapter 19 (How Was I To Know)